I woke up this morning with an "aha" moment. You know, the kind of thing where you slap your forehead and think, "Sheesh, I can't believe how silly I've been." I've always been great at manifesting. Seems like whatever I desire I can quickly make it appear from thin air. This is something I know about myself, but until recently I didn't realize there was a believing component to the equation.
You see recently I haven't been able to manifest much of anything. Small things, sure, but not the big things. Take my home for example. It took me months to manifest my ideal place to live and when it finally showed up my first thoughts were, "I don't know. Do I deserve this? Can I afford this?" Since then I've struggled financially and each month I fret over making ends meet. Why? Because I don't believe in my heart that I deserve this gift.
This morning I finally got it! I realized that knowing is a function of the mind and believing is a function of the heart. That's why manifesting the small stuff has been easy...of course I deserve little things like a desk, a backpack, a great parking spot. But to dream big? No way! To deserve more than to just get by? Now why would I ask for that? I'll tell you why...because it's time to stop "playing small" as my friend David Elliott likes to remind me every chance he gets. Because in accepting all of the glorious gifts of the Universe I am owning my power, believing in myself and that actually allows me to make a difference in this world!
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